Cold

A ripple for every moment

Frigid sky scattered here and there. Shadows watch mountains who are not easily scared. Snowflakes fall as time stands still, while sun's warmth trembles under the treacherous chill. Depths run thin as the ice grows, and blue meets white in the blue shallow. Everything covered perfectly in a blanket, one that is cold and doesn't need to fake it.

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Tomorrow marks the last day of my first block of rotations. This week I had learned more about finances than I ever imagined. I think the organization and the targeted material was perfect for this stage of my life. I'm excited to be out of school, in a job, utilizing everything I've learned.

Every day I get new ideas on how to manage business, how to relate and communicate with clients, and how to make the most out of my life. It's amazing thing when you start to see the light at the end of the tunnel. For the first time I think I'm excited (but scared at the same time) to go to school. Rotations are so much more than learning, they are finding out the way you plan to work the rest of your life. I think that is just awesome.

There's 91 of us now, entering our rotations. I feel somewhat lost, almost like I don't belong. However, I feel like I'm not the only one. I don't think I will remember everything I've learned or everything I've been taught... but I do know that I will work hard and figure out everything I didn't know when I go home after the day is over. So its okay to be lost, sometimes you have to be lost to find yourself.

On a final note, I feel irresponsible. I don't think I have given my all to school. In a sense, I just haven't been all there. Now it is time to make up for that and time to show something for myself. This means limiting the time spent doing things I enjoy, but not eliminating them completely. I guess it could be thought of as trading one thing I enjoy for another; but instead of trading two things I'm going to be trading time. This is going to be tough for me and for everyone I know, but this is something I need to do. Please keep me in your prayers.

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