Cold

A ripple for every moment

Frigid sky scattered here and there. Shadows watch mountains who are not easily scared. Snowflakes fall as time stands still, while sun's warmth trembles under the treacherous chill. Depths run thin as the ice grows, and blue meets white in the blue shallow. Everything covered perfectly in a blanket, one that is cold and doesn't need to fake it.

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This past week has not been a good week for me. More importantly, this past week has not been a good one for my friends either. I pray every night for them. I pray things will be better, that things will work out. I pray for my grandparents. My grandma doesn't eat more than a couple pieces of lettuce, a couple noodles and a bowl of soup on a good day. There is just so much going on and my body can't keep up anymore.

I woke up extremely late today because I was over at Melissa's late last night. I needed to be there though, she needed me. Don't worry Melissa, things will work themselves out. You just have to give them time. I was late to Genesis this morning. There's been so much on my mind when I've been there the past couple weeks that I can't even concentrate, I can't pay attention. Like what was said today, "You're standing on the edge of the cliff and He is asking you to take one more step."

Nikki's baptism was this morning, as I shortly found out after Genesis. I just couldn't stay. I was seconds away from crying, so I left. So, I'm congratulating her here, because I know how much this means to people. I know how much it meant to my brother. Congratulations Nikki.

I'm pulling the shades and keeping to myself today. I need to focus. I need to get things done. This is my life, and right now... I'm not who I want to be.

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