Worried

A ripple for every moment

Scattered thoughts, broken words. Nothing said, nothing heard. Troubled water in disbelief; finds no direction, finds no relief. Nervous and afraid, quivering thoughts. Trapped on a leaf, lost and distraught. Flurries of confusion and flurries of blurry; from a storm of conscience, a storm of worry.

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Yes, learning has become quite the responsibility this week. However, my eyes have grown tired of just about everything. I feel like I can't keep up, but I will. I will keep this going.

Tomorrow will mark the end of my first week of school, and man has it been difficult. So much information has already been thrown at us. I'm almost dizzy from it. I have been having trouble staying awake in class again. However, by leaps and bounds I've found ways of keeping myself alert and responsive.

I just spent the last two to three hours learning about my car. My right blinker stopped blinking on the way home from school today. I eventually found out that this was probably a problem with the turn light flasher. I had no idea where this was and spent about an hour with my dad trying to find it. We eventually gave up and I went online and searched around. Through searching and reading I was about to locate the flashers. I intend to purchase a new one tomorrow. I feel smart, sometimes.

We need a bunch of professional skills credit for our professional skills course. One way to fill in the hours is Dairy Comp. Essentially, it is a herd-based management program designed to make a dairy producer's life easy. We were assigned to work through the first four units and the last two were optional. However, if you complete them you get 8 hours of credit. I could finish them in about two hours provided I had everything I needed. The program logic is very similar to mysql and I understand that. It makes the assignment that much easier. I decided I would work through them, but learning this whole different program I'll never use is disappointing and tiring.

I learned earlier today about things from the past. I don't want that to influence my position or my decision. I wish I hadn't heard it.

I'm just plain tired to sum it up. The bruise on my eye is starting to change colors to a nice shade of blue. This makes me look even more tired, for it emphasizes the bags already under my eyes. I need to go to sleep. Good night everyone.

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