Cloudy and Snowy
Wave 757
Sunday
The 8th of January, 2006 at 08:53 PM
A perfect transgression from all laws of meteorology, the weather has been my perfect antagonist. My nemesis, my anti-mood. All the past week I have been broken, confused and lost... the weather had been perfectly stunning: warm and giving. As I walked into Caribou this afternoon, snow began to fall. Almost catching my mood for the occasion, but falling short and missing the purpose. A sun peeking through the clouds would have been much more appealing, much more revealing.
I guess a dreary evening is the closest the clouds have come to pleasing me on this fine vacation.
I have school tomorrow everyone! This either means I will be incredibly busy or incredibly preoccupied. Two things which cannot be confused with the enormous course load I must responsibly take this semester.
I like to think of myself as an optimist, a person who looks at the bright side of things even when the weather has got him down (or doesn't). You may think otherwise but I would like to tell you something. I am a good man. I am.
We've come to a paradox of emotions they say it is, love and hate. I love school, it gives me something to do. At the same time I hate it because I don't have enough time for everything else in my life. Yet, I will manage. That's not the say I can't worry. I will worry about my grades, my tests, my classes, my family, and my friends. That is what I do. My heart is only so big, but I will use all of it... to the last beat.
I can't go wrong now. I have my best friend back and told the other one I can't see her anymore. I think I'm doing just fine. Just fine.
Scott Stapp - Surround Me
They say no man's an island but I tend to disagree
I guess they've never seen my island,
And where it lies at sea
I'm lost inside my memory.
I'm still in disbelief.
If I could paint a picture for you this is what you'd see
I'm down on my knees
Begging you to rescue me
Please stop me
Don't let me run
Surround me...Surround me...now
A wounded man sounds desperate when he's lost all his belief
Can you look into my eyes and say you won't betray me
We're running out of time
How precious time can be
I'm counting all the moments of the times you could have helped me
I'm down on my knees
Begging you to rescue me
Please stop me
Don't let me run
Surround me...Surround me
I'm down on my knees
Begging you to rescue me
Please stop me
Don't let me run
Surround me...Surround me
Surround me now
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