Broken
Wave 709
Monday
The 10th of October, 2005 at 06:20 PM
I'm broken. This is going to be a long week. I played basketball this afternoon by myself. I was running it hard. I jammed my thumb. Bad. I had to quit playing.
My knuckles are almost done healing.
I picked up the new DDR game. I'm not going to play it tonight.
I'm going to pick up the new Default cd tomorrow. There are some awesome songs on there.
I have an echocardiogram wednesday. I have to skip class.
Lyrical interlude until next time.
I need to get away from here. I think its caribou study night. YES! no.
Default - The Memory Will Never Die (Unreleased)
I whisper in your ear
The words you want to hear
The feel the wind and
It reminds you
It happens everytime
You stop to close your eyes
You can't deny what lives inside you
Well I know its hard to see
What is meant to be
When yesterday is so far behind you
Deep inside your soul knows
I'm always there....
Default - It Only Hurts (Unreleased)
Can hold my breath
Only for a little while
Until reality starts sinking in
Once again I'm settling for second best
Turn the page and skip to the end to where
I swore that I would try
Since the last time I crossed that line
In the back of the mind
I know it only hurts
When your eyes are open
Lies get tossed and truth is spoken
It only hurts when that door is open
Dreams are lost and hearts are broken in....
Default - Count On Me (Unreleased)
I know that life ain't always good to you.
I've seen exactly what it’s put you through
Thrown you around and turned you upside down and so you
You got to thinking there was no way out
You started sinking and it pulled you down
It may be tough you've to get back up
Because you know that life ain't over yet
I'm here for you so don't forget
You can count on me
Cause’ I will carry you till you carry on
Anytime you need someone
Somebody strong to lean on
Well you can count on me
To hold you till the healing is done
And every time you fall apart
Well you can hide here in my arms
And you can count on me
To hold you till that feeling is gone.
Josh Groban - To Where You Are
Who can say for certain
Maybe you’re still here
I feel you all around me
Your memories so clear
Deep in the stillness
I can hear you speak
You’re still an inspiration
Can it be (? )
That you are mine
Forever love
And you are watching over me from up above
Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile to know you’re there
A breath away’s not far
To where you are
Are you gently sleeping
Here inside my dream
And isn’t faith believing
All power can’t be seen
As my heart holds you
Just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me everyday
’cause you are mine
Forever love
Watching me from up above
And I believe
That angels breathe
And that love will live on and never leave
Fly me up
To where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile
To know you’re there
A breath away’s not far
To where you are
I know you’re there
A breath away’s not far
To where you are
... watch over me grandma. I will never forget you. watch over grandma and grandpa too. love you
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Halo
October 11th, 09:44:05 PM
How come you sound like how i feel?
I feel so jaded by all these girls
Im loved but im not feeling it lately
Its proably cause im just pursuing the wrong things and trying to hard
I can relate to you right now at least your out and about while im on the comp getting fact
oh btw did you 17 million people are making love as i type this and as you reading this?
pffft
John
October 12th, 10:08:53 AM
Well, the definition of making love is so broad ranging Halo. Making love can be as simple as doing the dishes with your significant other. Working together, happily, creating something everyone else desires. As if all preoccupation and work fall away, and all you have left is each other. Making love isn’t just making out, making love is not just sex. I guess this is such a theoretical way to approach it. I have created a love for most of the girls I’ve pursued without even touching them. I think that is really what making love is all about. Creating a strong bond between two people, a bond of trust, care, and well... love.
And even though I feel like I’ve been dropped sometimes, I keep my head up. You should too. I never give it all away. There are so many people I love. My parents, my grandparents, my friends... I always have people I can fall back on even if it hurts to hear her voice. You, of all people, should know... God has a plan man. Just as long as you keep your friends, your family, and keep Him in your heart... there is no way you can fall off the road.
Post up or back off, I’ll school you baller. lol.
-john
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