Cold

A ripple for every moment

Frigid sky scattered here and there. Shadows watch mountains who are not easily scared. Snowflakes fall as time stands still, while sun's warmth trembles under the treacherous chill. Depths run thin as the ice grows, and blue meets white in the blue shallow. Everything covered perfectly in a blanket, one that is cold and doesn't need to fake it.

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On the topic of yesterday (http://www.blueshallow.com/day.php?id=532), getting punched in the gut. Sure, that hurts. You know what hurts more. Lots of things. Deaths in the family, absent friends, broken hearts. It didn't matter how bad I was beat up, it never changed how big a heart I had. It doesn't matter what you look like on the outside, it is what you look like on the inside that counts.

I'm sitting in biochemistry right now, typing to you all because I can. I haven't had any episodes this morning with my illness, but I must say I'm incredibly sore. I think I still have some after effects of it, but I should make it through the day here. The lighter side of things is that I don't have class till 1:00 tomorrow. Thank you Lord.

I guess what I did finish painting in the business office, wasn't good enough. My dad was angry I guess. He couldn't tell me so yesterday because I was so under the weather. Speaking of him, I just want to say he annoys me. I had been taking Amoxicillin to get rid of my chest cough. The thing with my illness is that I don't feel sick. I asked my dad if it could be a bacterial or parasitic infection. He said it could be. I asked what I could do and he said, "Take some antibiotics." I'm just like ok. I went upstairs and downed one of my last amoxicillin capsules. I went back downstairs and asked him one last question. "Can I have an allergic reaction to amoxicillin?" He says, "Oh yeah sure, diarrhea." I'm like, you bastard! And he just laughs. *growls*

So yeah. I had a crappy night and I didn't finish any biochemistry studying. This test could be terrible but I'm usually good at Biochemistry, this is all I'm leaning on right now. It doesn't look like I'm going to get alot done tonight either. I might go to the coppertop church for a scavenger hunt when I really should go home and rest. We will see.

I love fog. The smell of it in the air is like heaven dropped down on Earth. It makes everything so mysterious, so beautiful. I wish I could wake up every morning to fog. That would be awesome.

I keep thinking about Thanksgiving. See, we always had all the major holidays (Thanksgiving, Christmas, Easter) at my grandma's house. I don't know what is going to happen now being that she is up in heaven. Each holiday is going to be tough. This Thanksgiving has been planned for our house. My Mom is making a turkey and a good portion of the family will be coming. It will be different, it will be emotional, it will be weird. I think it will be ok though. There are plenty of things to keep us accompanied (good company, memories, ping pong table, and at worst... ddr pads, because some of my cousins love the game). I can't stop thinking about it though. But change is good, not always easy, but good.

Well, I should probably pay attention to class here for a little. I will be back later with more. promise.

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