Still

A ripple for every moment

Still like an untouched lake. Catching the sky near and far. Knowing not where to go, but where to be. Not only a reflection, but a glimmer in the eye.

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Do not read this if you want to feel happy. I've had one of those weeks. And my current situation is just bogging me down.

I have known this girl for almost a year now. She has been my buddy, she has been my pal, she has been my friend. She always has been able to put up with my crap, whether it be about girls... about work... about life. Not only does she put up with it, she sticks behind me and keeps me going.

Friends always have their ups and downs. Some of our rides together has been a rollercoaster, others a log flume, and even peaceful gondola rides. I don't know what ride I'm on now, but it feels like Power Tower. Except there is no place to stop.

Two weeks. How can a guy fall for a girl in two weeks? It might have something to do with the way she looks at me. It might have something to do with the things she says to me. It might have something to do with all the little things she does, and doesn't even know it.

I think girl's naturally flirt. Wait, I know they do. And I feel sorry for all the guy's out there. Sure it gives you drive, something you can live your life for from day to day. But when you constantly are misled, everything that feels so right.... just feels so.... wrong.

But what have you. Whatever all this means, and whatever brought me here. Brought me here for a reason. Brought me here to say. I've fallen for this girl. I dont know how it happend now. I don't know why either. I just know I think about her all the time. And put myself beneath her.

Ok, for some reason... my mind has decided to rhyme on me. And that hasn't happend for a long time. So I better continue that way from now on.

And here it all goes
This ride that we got on
The lap bar down tight
The end seems too long

We can sit and drink cocoa
Gaze and watch a fire
Every lively little moment
Is my one desire

Even when she's angry
Her temper too strong to bear
My defenses begin to weaken
My heart expresses care

Everything little thing she says
Everything little thing she does
Has made me want to see her
Has made me want to love

But I'll respect her wishes
If a friend is all I'll be
But in my heart I know
She will mean much more to me.

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