Cold

A ripple for every moment

Frigid sky scattered here and there. Shadows watch mountains who are not easily scared. Snowflakes fall as time stands still, while sun's warmth trembles under the treacherous chill. Depths run thin as the ice grows, and blue meets white in the blue shallow. Everything covered perfectly in a blanket, one that is cold and doesn't need to fake it.

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I'm back here again, as promised, to talk to you about my life.

Well, the week went rather crappy. Spring break was expected as much, and thus it did. I will really just sum it up for all of you who care to read about my life anymore.

So I worked alot. Because I fired my morning kennel person that left my break rather full of her work. I also had to pick up on her dog bathing. It seemingly looks like I am becoming the manager of the bathing department of our animal hospital. Jill just doesn't seem to realize that that isn't my area but she is throwing it on to me. *shakes head*

But I found out I got into vetschool. This is good. Isn't it? Just a new chapter skipping those better unwritten ones before it :(

I found out I got alot back for taxes... that isn't in my account yet. I need that money... now. I have to pay for tuition again on the 31st. If I don't get it soon I'm going to go insane. insane. why am I typing in pink?

I spent a considerable amount of time and money in the arcade over my 10 day break. Once with Matt, Shayla and Mike. Once with Alex yesterday. Alex played well for his first time in the arcade. He just doesn't realize it takes a couple trips to get used to it. You know what is annoying. People coming up to you saying you should join tournaments and stuff. I just want to be left alone to spend time with my friends. I'm still typing in pink *shakes head again*.

Last night I received an interesting phone call from Alex. He asked me if I wanted to go to a Switchfoot concert. I told him I had to check my exams. I was good to skip my class so we are going on April 8th. I strongly... strongly recommend everyone go get tickets to this concert. It's cheap. It's good music. It's a good time. And a perfect way to end my week and day for that matter; I have an exam and a research paper due that day. It will feel great to just let loose.

I saw passion last wednesday. Saw it with Justin, Nikki and Amber. It was free because their church, Woodbury Lutheran, rented out the theater. I spent lots of my time at that church. More there than at my own. The movie was as expected. It was powerful. However, it didn't break me up. I've heard the passion so many times. I felt like something was wrong with me because I wasn't crying. I don't know if it is a lack of faith. If I'm just used to it. It was painful to watch others in the theather, and how it impacted them. As for other movies, I watched 20 minutes of Romeo and Juliet. I turned it off rather quickly because it was the worst movie I had seen in a long time. I just couldn't stand it.

Wingdings is fun. Sorry, having fun with wingdings. My eyes hurt alot lately. Jill has demanded that I find a new kennel attendant by the end of this week. I have four working interviews set up for tomorrow before and after my bird class. It will be a long day. Somewheres in there and tonight I need to finish this research proposal. I haven't even started thinking about what I want to research. In other words, I'm screwed.

So, there was quite a bit I didn't finish. I didn't even enlighten any of you about my procrastination. I didn't finish the clinic tour. I didn't finish the online credit validation. I didn't write more poetry. I didn't update this site. I didn't finish the hmwrk I wanted to finish. I didn't finish my chores. I didn't finish my laundry, or ample clarinet practicing. It was just a weekend of sitting around, thinking and feeling crappy.

So it comes to this. An end to a beginning? Or wait, is it a beginning to an end. I don't know. As of stated so often in recent life, my life is primarily written out. Nothing new happens, just SSDD (same shit different day). So I found out So is a good sentence starter. SO; I'm just going to fall down the sides of my lifeless hour glass today and trickle on top of all the other days that have already passed. I'm like one of those books. You just skip all the crap in the middle, read the beginning and the ending. Or if you really just don't care, just read the back cover. Or don't even bother to read that even. Or just burn it. I bet you didn't even read everything in the middle of this post...

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