Cold

A ripple for every moment

Frigid sky scattered here and there. Shadows watch mountains who are not easily scared. Snowflakes fall as time stands still, while sun's warmth trembles under the treacherous chill. Depths run thin as the ice grows, and blue meets white in the blue shallow. Everything covered perfectly in a blanket, one that is cold and doesn't need to fake it.

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I spent the majority of today away from friends. Actually, all of today really. Then again, I have friends at work so not entirely. So maybe that first sentence was actually correct.

I woke up late for work, for the first time in awhile. Got there 45 mins late, but Sarah didn't seem to mind. The day went rather well with Sarah and Abby working with me, or I working with them. Depends on how you look at it I guess. It didn't seem too long, although there were times when I wish my grandparents were around to bring us food. I stayed after for a reasonable amount of the time familiarizing myself with the new digital camera and printer dock. Then I helped Mike briefly solve a problem which was rather stressful but easy.

Home I went to talk online for a little. I retired to the basement to play three hours of Virtua Fighter 4. I was trying to get a higher ranking and at the same time get a disgrace item I could have. My character, Jacky, can't get a squirrel on his shoulder. Thus I'm disappointed. Nonetheless, when I play a game, I need everything for my particular character/saved game.

Just now I've realized how much today has been a waste. I intend to finish some homework now, practice my clarinet and do something else other than video games the remainder of the night... till about 11.

I still have a list of things to get done. Like my taxes. Paying for the YMCA bill. Paying for tuition bill. And well just homework in general. It's kindof sad that all my friends are out tonight. I really wish I could be doing something. Then again, when do I really get an entire weekend of fun. As I have said before, "Never forever ever." I will depart from you, my returning followers, to a book which really has no meaning to me.

Just a brief note: I've seen more 42 in the past two weeks than is imaginable. Most of it being before my tuesday and thursday lab. Like I sat at a table with the 42nd reason to become a new student leader. My micro lab section classroom number is 2-242. I sat at another table with the 24th *inverse of 42* reason to become a new student leader. And almost always when I look at a clock... 42 is all I see for the minutes. Maybe it is my time. Maybe its just chance. Maybe I just have too much time on my hands...

On a post-note to the preliminary note: I like evanescence... their lyrics are cool, their sound is cool. Go check out some of their songs. Here are just a few that catch my attention...

how can you see into my eyes
like open doors
leading you down into my core
where i've become so numb
without a soul
my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home...

i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
because your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone...

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