Giving Up
Wave 259
Friday
The 16th of May, 2003 at 01:10 PM
Slowing slipping out of control. I'm addicted to Third Eye Blind's Slow Motion. 150 pages to study by tomorrow. Tonight is the only study time I will have because I work early tomorrow. I doubt I will be online tonight or anywhere except buried in a book. I dont know if I can take anymore. This weekend is going to be tough to hold up through. With working, the exam, more working and a clarinet recital... it will be a long one. I would invite anyone to come to listen, but I think this stress will make me snap by then. And all the work I put into that duet. The next couple weeks are full of stuff also. With me working on my house next week, memorial weekend trip, and more working when i get back.
Hopefully the site will get recharged next week. Just spoke to Justin about it. It really needs what it used to have, ie content. My daily, bidaily, tridaily posts aren't interesting enough to keep people coming. For those who do, I thank you. Along with the content addition, sections will be added to the database so everything is readily changable.
That leads me to my two spring goals. Looks like I'm going to fail both of them. I'm one line and 4 poems away from finishing my 100 poem goal by tomorrow 1:30. I haven't gotten an A on every ddr max song yet... all that remains is Max 300. I haven't played max all that much. The only way to beat it is about two weeks of running to get my legs in shape to play it, which I dont have. Looks like I'm a failure again...
Well I'm off now to do some chores so I get allowance, need to suck the money out of the privelges before I turn 21. I feel old. But really people, for what I do, I shouldn't get 20 bucks. Whatever the case, I'm sure to get fully repaid when I do the limitless tasks for my dad next week. These include painting the house, re-flooring the attic and other stuff my dad hasn't divulged. I'm going to ask for around 400 or 500 I think for everything. Then there is the work my grandpa wants... putting new footings in for his deck. I like to be optimistic and say I will be done with all this by the end of next week. Yeah right... But whatevet the case, need to get to chores. ttyl everyone...
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