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Another One For The Books

November 30th

Just another monday for the books. From nearly failing a class to cleaning up Ariel's vomit, the day went from bad to worse.

I woke up and went to school. I went to my mailbox and picked up .....

A Bad Weekend

November 29th

I thought I was having a bad weekend. Then I read Emily's away message: "soooo.... last wed. i started one of my three term projects due this week, and six pages into realized i had done the w.....

Thanksgiving Leftovers

November 27th

I've been gone from this place since wednesday evening. It has been a busy past couple nights so I apologize for my absence. I'm sure you all didn't miss me that much. But I will talk about the hol.....

Now I Feel Bad

November 24th

So now I feel bad. No one has really said anything I just do. I talked about my friends and how much they mean to me, but I left the best friends to flap out in the wind. I mean, isn't it enough to.....

Wednesday=Friday

November 24th

Thank you Alex for that lovely equation for this holiday week. I woke up this morning and guess what? My foot still felt like crap. Just a great way to "end" the week. I took some Aleve t.....

The Last Song

November 23rd

One more day, one more morning. I guess I'm kindof done with school at like 12:00 or something tomorrow. This makes me happy. There is this anatomy lab which is optional I guess. I don't think I wi.....

Bits and Pieces

November 23rd

I posted a nice long post yesterday night. If you missed it, I encourage you go check it out...

I was 20 minutes late to class this morning. :( . Yeah, I thought it was at 9:00 until I checke.....

As Promised

November 22nd

Falling down the mountain. That is what it really feels like. I started the day beautifully. I woke up, got to my exam on time, listened to my music to calm nerves, took the test and felt awesome. .....

*Cries*

November 22nd

I messed up my foot. A long day ahead. I will have more later. Check back........

*sighs*

November 20th

What can a saturday do to a person? Lots of things.

I woke up around 10:30 and needed to be at work at 11:00. I was introducing a new person I hired to Matt who would consequently be training.....

Bananas

November 20th

Attempt number 2.

Gosh I love closing my window in the middle of the post, but I know you won't miss anything. We are beginning a week / week and a half of family and friends. I'm finishing u.....

Re-Addicted

November 19th

This may be the last thing that I write for long
Can you hear me smiling when I sing this song?
For you and only you

As I leave will you be someone to say.....

Control

November 18th

Control. What do you feel like you are in control of? What don't you feel in control of?

I'm beginning to ask myself this. I guess it's one of those topics of debate, like fate or free will. .....

So Much For...

November 18th

So much for sleep, so much for getting better. John had to play manager this morning. Lovely Jill gave me a calll at 8:00. 8! *sighs*

I noticed yesterday that my best friend has a bruise. Yes.....

Forgotten But Not Misplaced

November 17th

2/2 again in one day. I'm good! or sad... In a survey I filled out on here not more than a day or two ago, I included a number of my close friends. But I feel like I've left some out. When I read t.....

On The Topic

November 17th

On the topic of yesterday (http://www.blueshallow.com/day.php?id=532), getting punched in the gut. Sure, that hurts. You know what hurts more. Lots of things. Deaths in the family, absent friends, .....

Close Your Eyes

November 16th

2 Posts in one day again, for the second day in a row. I think I'm getting addicted. And addicted to the wrong things that's for sure. If you want to know a little something about me read the last .....

A Little About Myself

November 16th

I found this on Amber's site. I found it a good way to pass my time... or to avoid homework. You don't have to read it, but I thought I might include it... for once on this site. I will have a bett.....

The Smell of Happines (Part 2)

November 15th

Heh, yeah. Part 2 of today.

Well class finished while I listened to just about nothing. Read some emails, talked with Jill and Leah on the phone, and was on my to work. I got out of my car at.....

The Smell Of Happiness

November 15th

Something is happening.

Saturday I went running around dusk. About half-way through my run I broke .....

Not Good Enough

November 13th

When I was wasting my time with Emily, a good friend told me, "She's isn't good enough for you." I was told that for all the nice things I did, everything I did right, a girl would have t.....

Do Not Read

November 12th

Do not read this if you want to feel happy. I've had one of those weeks. And my current situation is just bogging me down.

I have known this girl for almost a year now. She has been my buddy,.....

*Coughs*

November 11th

I want an acoustic guitar. Now that I'm rich I want one. I grew quite attached to Steve's guitar when he was home for the summer. Banging out some chords, playing some songs. I want to get better, .....

It's Me

November 10th

I’ve come to a solid conclusion that there is something wrong with me. With everything that happens I have done something wrong. And I feel like crap.

It’s from some movie… “It’s like God sai.....

It's not stupid.

November 9th

You may think its stupid. You may think its dumb-luck. I think its a subtle way of saying he is there.

Thank you Jill...

Penny Found

Remember this every time you pass that little .....

I can't type

November 8th

I can't type.... this.

You know. crap.

*sighs* yes, as stated earlier today. a great start to the week.

ummm. im not a whiner. ok. no.

you all know when i said...

Yep

November 8th

Yep, panning out to be a great week!

note sarcasm.

.....

Solid Promise

November 5th

As I opened my Dove Milk Promises chocolate, I remembered my grandma. She used to always buy those for us kids. I used to eat a whole bunch, just to se.....

So much for my happy ending.

November 4th

oh oh oh
oh oh oh
so much for my happy ending

oh oh oh
oh oh oh
so much for my happy ending

oh oh oh
oh oh oh
so much for my.....

Sick

November 3rd

I am sick.

I have fluid in my lungs. I get a 9:00 cough that makes my throat hurt. I'm taking antibiotics and tylenol cold to kill the pain. Everyone who knows how much I love medication know.....

Eventful Sadness

November 1st

It has been awhile since the last time I've been here. Usually I'm good about keeping regular updates, but I've been busy. For sake of clarity and meaning, I will just talk about the major points o.....

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