Worried
A ripple for every moment

Scattered thoughts, broken words. Nothing said, nothing heard. Troubled water in disbelief; finds no direction, finds no relief. Nervous and afraid, quivering thoughts. Trapped on a leaf, lost and distraught. Flurries of confusion and flurries of blurry; from a storm of conscience, a storm of worry.

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Volcano

May 31st

I've been building up energy in this site. To make it happening. However, with numerous problems trying to edit pages in the database, I think my impatience is about to blow out the roof. But I wil.....

Identity Crisis

May 30th

Woke up extremely late today... partly because I made a kinkos run at like 11:00. That was annoying because I was just over there like two hours earlier at caribou with emily and chris talking abou.....

Lawn Care Hates Me

May 29th

So, in the process of three days I've... managed to snap the hood off the lawn tractor, tried to shave down the curb with the lawn boy, put the wrong type of fuel *ie not gas oil mixture* into lawn.....

Insane Saneness

May 27th

This week has started so undescribable... well what more can I say if it is such. I must say, sometimes I hate myself. Why you ask? Well first, I forget things. Like my jury duty. Just remembered l.....

A little bit of everything

May 26th

Just got back... well sortof. Did just about everything on our almost annual memorial day weekend expedition. I will do a brief run through of what has happend the past couple days... and then I'm .....

Back for a little more...

May 22nd

I believe I left off at monday afternoon. Besides giving a massive synopsis of my daily life I'll just keep it short.

Monday evening: Went to Matrix Reloaded again. Makes much more sense.

Tue.....

Halfway There

May 19th

Got 100, a little into sunday morning... around 1:00. But I finished it, I thought I would never get there. Crazy it has been...

Sunday - went to church, went to work, went home to mow lawn, wen.....

Who has time to give up?

May 17th

I don't have time to give up. None whatsoever. I will accomplish 1/2 of my goal before the night is over... and that will be 100 poems. I'm at 97 right now... but I only have one line left to make .....

Giving Up

May 16th

Slowing slipping out of control. I'm addicted to Third Eye Blind's Slow Motion. 150 pages to study by tomorrow. Tonight is the only study time I will have because I work early tomorrow. I doubt I w.....

Thursday Twist

May 15th

I haven't gotten so much sleep all year than this morning... almost 12 hours of it. Woke up and read organic chemistry. Went to work. Came home and watched most of buffy and witnessed apocalypse nu.....

Reloaded

May 15th

2/3 finals done. About to get lots of sleep. I will be reloaded for the last final. Speaking of such, saw Matrix Reloaded tonight. Very good movie, very confusing movie... or was that because I cou.....

Looking Good

May 12th

Finals never looked better. Let me start with saturday night...

Had matt and shayla over and we played some ddr. After ddr we watched the creepy pet sematary. I like the movie, hopefully they li.....

Slow Motion Again

May 10th

At work and it is slow... o man is it slow. Couple things I'm looking forward today, ie. Wild Game. Too bad I didn't bring my hmwrk otherwise I could study for some or one of my finals. I am just s.....

Poetry Update

May 9th

Decided to upload more poems for a change. If you are wondering where we are at number wise... well we are on about the 28th one I wrote. These are all ok, *the ones I uploaded*, but they are not m.....

God is With Me

May 9th

I swear he is. Yesterday was pratically the best day of the week. The only thing still dwelling in my mind was the extremely low organic chemistry exam... in which the final needs to be basically a.....

Death please

May 8th

So I found out yerterday my car has a bunch of problems. I also found out I'm basically screwed in health care in history if i do bad on the final and screwed in o chem if i similarly do bad on the.....

Nothing like fried brain in the morning...

May 7th

And if i make it through today
Will tomorrow be the same
Am i just running in place
And if i stumble and i fall
Should i get up and carry on
Will it all just be the same
Cause im .....

Drowning in Air

May 6th

This day just kept proceeding in the wrong direction. Starting with a stuttering presentation, to attending a lecture that wasn't supposed to be attended, to forgetting about the festival of food o.....

Why me?

May 6th

Why does all the bad stuff happen to me? I just don't get it. What did I do wrong... Maybe it doesn't happen to me but it just feels like it does. I dont know. Just gave a presentation and I was a .....

One Step at a Time

May 4th

Ok, here is what has just happend. I (really Justin did) finally have it so I can start adding content to my database. The links will all be links to links in the database. I think I dont have it r.....

Jump the Hurdle

May 3rd

One major part of my site is now finished. It will just need a little more refining tomorrow afternoon, but then the intro will be up. Sorry I had to change the deadline on it, school turned out to.....

A Comic Ending

May 3rd

Well, just got home from the drive-in. Its been awhile I must say. But it was all good fun. We (Justin, Amber, Nikki, Jon and Eric(k)) saw X2 and Daredevil, and Nikki and I left after those, I dont.....

A Turn of Events

May 2nd

12:20 - T-wolves were eliminated for the seveth consecutive time in the first round of the playoffs. I was there. I witnessed the loss. I was angry. 7:00 - Alarm rang, I did not want to move. 7:30 .....

Dreaded Living

May 1st

I'm awake, I'm at the U.
One of the many, one of the few.
I'm sitting at this computer thinking about tomorrow
About how all the studying will turn to sorrow
I dance like a butterfly, I.....

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